WANTED: Young widow needing to relocate somewhere peaceful

Well I know this seems weird posting this, but I've just got to try something before i totally give up on life for good...after going through a traumatic experience/loss, I'm in desperate need of a change and a fresh start. I am 28, currently living in the comox valley, have no family, and have now lost my husband to kidney failure, after caring for him for many years. Everything here just reminds me of so many things I've lost and I just can't be here anymore. Honestly the comox valley has never felt like home to me anyway. I only stayed here for my husband. I'm quiet, shy, awkward, and just one of those people that never fits into cliquey towns .. I just need to be somewhere surrounded by tranquillity, quiet, and natures beauty, not really that picky of where, just far away from here. I'm not looking for a handout, ill happily pay my way/part, I just really need a helping hand right now....I can pay around $500-$800 a month for a place to stay if anyone has a spare room or even just a couch with a roof over my head....and money for gas/ your time if anyone can help me get there. I dont drive, and im trapped here, the usual island bus services are no longer available because of this covid paranoia. I dont have alot of stuff to bring, im only planning on packing what i can fit into a couple duffel bags, and walking away. I know this is a super long shot, and it probably seems crazy reaching out to strangers for help, but I just don't know what else to do...I guess I'm just hoping there's another lost soul out there that might understand and be willing to give a girl a chance... PS.. I'm using a crappy old tablet that doesn't work very well to post this and attempt to check emails...so you can also reach me by text if I don't respond...250-702-0835